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A Thought for Today

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This One Does It For Me!

Ken,

I know Rod wrote his famous song about Jean but did he ever write a poem about her?

Thelma


Rod wrote a number of poems about or for a Jean, Thelma, but I don't think the Jean in the poems and the Jean in the song were one and the same.

Three "Jean" poems appeared in "We Touch the Sky" and you'll find all of them, plus the introduction and book dedication, below.

We Touch the Sky

Finally for Jean - la vie, une vie`

Author’s Note

I have always thought of myself as a man of the elements, realizing that my best ideas and, for me, the nearest thing to knowledge have sprung from the realities of nature: the sea, the earth, the sky, rather than from books of history, religion or philosophy. And so, my life and work are filled with references to seashells, living close to the ground, ballooning, biplaning and hiking heavenward.

Fifteen years ago, I completed a trilogy of poetry and prose: The Sea, The Earth and The Sky to be read and recorded with music. The Sea contains many private thoughts that later formed the basis of a book, Listen to the Warm. The Earth was the genesis for such works as Fields of Wonder and And to Each Season. Few of the things I originally wrote for the album The Sky ever made their way into one of my books until now.

The past five years of writing and rewriting, I’ve gathered together into a trilogy in book form some of the same elements I used in recording The Sea, The Earth and The Sky. Though meant as an overall work, each volume stems from a single encounter or idea. The books and records utilize the same canvas but are painted differently.

In this final volume are eulogies for three friends who died in 1978. One killed himself before he reached the age of thirty, and appears near a poem I wrote about him in 1972. Another died just as he passed his seventieth birthday. A third died at the age of forty nine, outliving by ten years his doctor’s expectations. For twenty years in a partnership, we wrote words and music together. Now I continue to write verse for him.

R.M., April, 1979, New York City

JEAN, ONE 

Noc - Noc had a party.
I remember that I came in white,
my flesh beneath
an off white parka
pale as any winter.
I must have wanted to be like
that never ending Paris snow.
And like the snow
I melted deep into the crowd.

Heady with new hang-ups
brought along across the ocean
I wanted to remain unnoticed, uninvolved.

Carefully I picked a corner
             staked it out
and built a wall,
real enough to make
penetration impossible.

The Epiphany pie was passed
I sliced the smallest piece -
though I was eager for insurance
safe balm or palmistry
spelling out the year ahead.

As those things happen,
and we are not to know
             just why they do,
you came through the door
sometime after nine o'clock.

No exploration,
no initial glances.
The night was moving
not by hours, but by inches.
No testing, feeling out,
we left surveillance
to professionals
becoming innocents
                    and amateurs
for that one evening.

Then
like children
through the streets
we stumbled and ran
eager to be home
in that hotel room bed,
discovering the truth
we knew already -
that we would fit 
each others contours
doped and groggy
                or alert.
Passion the penultimate.
Need the know all.
And something more,
a kindly survey
of each other
eye to eye
body to body
       unafraid.

I cannot conceive
of anything we did not
or would not do together.
You were all the angels
                in the Abbaye
who had waited patiently
exploring other bodies
through the years
then giving all the stored up
knowledge you had come upon
                                  to me.

It mingled with my own
until the larder of our learning
was flowing over and overflowed.

Having come back
to a favored city
after too long a time
My need spread over you
                  and into you
like a mantle of want.

I held back not a nod
                   or wince.

I was
I am convinced
no motion or emotion
stayed fastened
to its mooring place
and no clocked-off hour
was wasted or ill spent.

The morning
and the night
and another morning came
each went away
as we grew stronger
because the pouring into
                 one another
came from each of us
in equal measure.

Pleasures
of the pleasure dome
not known to me
are well known now
as I look back
upon my sojourn
into your Samarkand.

So it was
we squandered
all the silence
and knelt together
in the endless night
that stretched through the days.
Your face was like
         a mirror
and like Narcissus
I looked into it
with longing and with love.

Whatever else the Paris winter offered
                                stays a mystery.

- from "We Touch The Sky", 1978 & 1979.

JEAN, TWO

Let the revolution
           die-a-borning.
No morning war
could ever fill
our pushed together
              single beds.

No quarrel
worth the quarreling
has yet been able
to move us
from within these walls
to the public garrisons.

 - from "We Touch The Sky", 1978 & 1979.

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JEAN, THREE

Passing through.
Words not passwords.

So much devotion
in so little time.
So strong a bond
without the strength
to bind it.

Cymbals striking in mid-life
echo and then fade
without elaborate orchestrations
or repeat bars
to make them play
              and play again,
reverberations are not heard.

I left.

You went away.

Things to do.

The outside world
had finally caught us
or was catching up,
though sometime
in that time together
we had each agreed
without the other’s prompting
that our mid-lives
so different and so set
in their predictable directions
had become a single road
a single life to be lived out
                          two-gether.

You wrote.
I didn’t answer.
I called.
You weren’t at home.

I wrote to you.
The letters didn’t reach
their intended destination.
You called.
I was away.

Friends would tell me
           how you were.
I’d arrive in Paris
on my way to somewhere.
Noc Noc would look up
as if to say
You’re one day late.

I was a lifetime late
or maybe one too early.

Can you hear me, Jean ?
When I don’t know what to do
out of habit, I do nothing,
or walk on clouds
just above the rooftops.

Can’t you see me, Jean ?
. . . the clouds are so low
                you can touch them . . .


And so
I must be easily
within your reach.

The echo of us
is filling up
     the emptiness
without, within.

Paris
out of kindness
offers nothing to me
when I visit now.
Unable to afford me you
if gives me only Paris.

I believe what happened
know it as I know
the alpha and the alphabet.
Only the omega
is disbelieved and hard
to comprehend.

Is truth absolute
when it is happening
or made more honest
by remembering ?
I leave the riddles
in a pile for you.

I am not puzzled
but my grief is such
that those who’ve seen me
in familiar Paris streets,
head bent and plodding,
find my actions puzzling.

Seven times in this past year
I returned or I passed through
                  some part of Paris.
Though you were gone
I held you every time
even though your face
and form and football were absent.

I held you
as I hold you now.

-from “We Touch the Sky,” 1979,1980

 
    AND FINALLY

More next week. Meantime if you have a favorite McKuen song, poem or story you'd like to share, or a question you need answered, drop me a line (you'll find the address on our Contact Page) and I'll do the rest.

-Ken, Johannesburg, South Africa, July 30

 
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