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A Thought for Today

Solitude is a gift that most of us are too dumb to appreciate.

 

FLIGHTS FROM6THE PAST

23 SEPTEMBER 1998

UNPREPARED FOR AUTUMN

We never learn. Even after several hundred seasons, none of us prepare or are prepared when fall falls into place. It is as though we each expected summer to last beyond the calendar. And when the long and bulging arm of frost reaches across the land, some of us pretend that autumn is still some miles away... a few more kilometers down the road. Why? Because if you’re alone in autumn, you’ll be alone all winter long. And so security becomes not just the scepter or the wand but the banner we hold high for confidence while looking for safety that is real, sure security.

I am at one with nature in the fall, and love and loyalty to the season are as important to me as they are with new friends and those collected down a lifetime of autumns. Today I’ve picked some autumn thoughts and a few more poems from ". . . and autumn came", written forty-eight years ago.

- adapted from "Rod McKuen’s Book of Days", 1981 & "Watch for the Wind," 1983 with new material, 1998

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Rod's random thoughts Autumn is the time when seasons merge because of bare necessity.

If you’re alone in autumn. . .winter will be hard.

Autumn is the underbrush of winter.

The autumn always kills in halves. So birch does not go yellow all at once but by degrees.

FIVE POEMS FROM
" . . . and autumn came"

september 30

the lake is quiet now
not a boat
not a swan
or the circle of a breathing fish
disturbs its waters...
the moon is crawling through the trees
on its belly
see... its legs are that clump of reeds

oh yes
i remember my town
home
the warm beer of sunday
the lavender smell of my mother’s bathroom
the growing older and the tears

as a child
i grew alone

i tell you this because
after a lifetime of being nothing
i am in love... and loved

october 2

follow me
follow me and I will lead you
through the alleys
and down the darkened streets... to home
cross here
follow the chalk marks along the sidewalk
where children played this afternoon
lift your feet.
go quietly
disturbing no one on the sleeping street
close your eyes
and the sight of tall brick buildings
with dirty windows
will be gone
stop a moment
and listen to your own footsteps
echoing
resounding through an asphalt alley

october 13

I hate it all.
the dim light.
the forced smiles
the long line of literary bustards
sitting in the quiet formation on a never-ending couch
each looking like a personal in the saturday review

the now full
now empty martini glass
each with a delicatessen toothpick
through a delicatessen olive

all the men eyeing you
wondering what we do at home

it is your party
have fun with it

are there any ways left
to tell you that I love you
when the sum total is announced
when the final word count is made
from the last paragraph written
and the last word spoken
will I have said it all.

come home with me

october 14

you laugh like a bolt of calico
you smile like strawberries swimming in cream
good morning baby

you sigh like the first raindrops that settle on the window
you frown like a disappointed bride
no... I like my coffee black

you cry like a brave soldier
or a nun
hardly ever
two eggs’ll be fine

you sleep like last week’s newspaper
just a minute while I brush my teeth

october 15

nightfall
and on the evening air comes a lullaby
not for children . . .
but for grown up people in love

be still . . . let nothing disturb you
love will come and stay
be still . . . this is a lullaby for you

outside the dust lies thick
the lawns and gutters are littered with dead leaves
the night is long
listen to my lullaby

a man looks no longer
his heart has found a home

- from ". . . and autumn came," 1954, 1969

AUTHORS NOTE: In the 1969 republication of " . . . and autumn came" I revised some lines in these poems and omitted others. I have restored the poems here to conform to the 1954 original edition, with the exception of a single verse from the poem entitled "september 30."

 
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