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A Thought for Today

Fear gets lost in understanding. 

 

Rod is tied up with some important business today and I'm in the middle of a major computer system revamp - suffice to say things are pretty stressful right now and time is in short supply!

Here's a couple of things from one of my most favorite of Rod's books.

                         - Ken, Johannesburg, December 11

EMPTY HARBOR
December 14


Those of us who sleep alone
are like abandoned boats -
we become accustomed
to lack of ownership.
We believe our chosen paths
are only where the sea drift takes us.

I have come back
to where the cedar hills
wear darkness like a stocking cap,
where morning comes the way
                              the fish hawk comes
quickly and on silent wings -
not because I had to or so wished
but because I found myself
moving in this sure direction.

I am here still looking for you.
There are no days
when I do not seek you out,
no hours anymore when you are not
                                     paramount
when I am not sure beyond imagining
that I will meet you in the hills
       or on the street.
I never do.
But I still go and come
to places we shred first together.
I always travel alleyways we knew;
these journeys need no compass
               and no chart.
They have been tracked before
and I will go on tracking them
                  alone if need be.

                                - from "The Sound of Solitude", 1983

notable birthdays Bess Armstrong o Hector Berlioz o Ron Carey o Teri Garr o David Gates o Lynda Day George o Tom Hayden o Jermaine Jackson o Fiorello LaGuardia o Brenda Lee o Jean Marias o Victor McLaglen o Donna Mills o Rita Moreno o Carlo Ponti o Alexander Solzhenitsyn o Jean-Louis Trintignant
Rod's random thoughts If love is a folly, hate is insanity.

Age turns wishes into facts.

God rewards the dreamer with continued dreams.

THE CHRISTMAS CACTUS
December 17

The Christmas cactus
blooms against the wall -
its crimson vulva opening at night
and staying through the season,
the blossoms heavy
at the end of slender stems
of plants like octopi
sans evil eye and middles.

Pink and crimson
in the bath or after bath
hands dabbing at your arms
you were Christmas every silent night.
Today a woman in the East-end market
looked up from celery and salad greens.
For one slow moment, it was you -
Christmas in a black print dress.
I am hounded by the holidays
that come in bunches now.
Bright poinsettias and red ribbons
tied to cedar branch and pine,
great armfuls of you signal to me
question me at every corner.

Heavy-headed, staring down
avoiding Yuletide smiles
and New Year promises,
I stay as calm as crystal,
but I am still afraid
                   of looking up.

                                - from "The Sound of Solitude", 1983

© 1983, 1986, 1999 by Stanyan Music Group & Rod McKuen. All Rights Reserved
Birthday research by Wade Alexander o Poetry from the collection of Jay Hagan
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