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A Thought for Today

The universe can change or perish, but the soul lives on.

 

This One Does It For Me!

Ken,

I've always loved Rod's poems and songs about ballooning, it's an interest we share.

If you could lay your hands on them I'd love to read those poems again.

Peter Lewis

Here you go, Peter. All the material below comes from Rod's wonderful book "We Touch The Sky" and we kick off, as usual, with the introduction.

Author’s Note

I have always thought of myself as a man of the elements, realizing that my best ideas and, for me, the nearest thing to knowledge have sprung from the realities of nature: the sea, the earth, the sky, rather than from books of history, religion or philosophy. And so, my life and work are filled with references to seashells, living close to the ground, ballooning, biplaning and hiking heavenward.

Fifteen years ago, I completed a trilogy of poetry and prose: The Sea, The Earth and The Sky to be read and recorded with music. The Sea contains many private thoughts that later formed the basis if a book, Listen to the Warm. The Earth was the genesis for such works as Fields of Wonder and And to Each Season. Few of the things I originally wrote for the album The Sky ever made their way into one of my books until now.

The past five years of writing and rewriting, I gathered together into a trilogy in a book form some of the same elements I used in recording The Sea, The Earth and The Sky. Though meant as an overall work, each volume stems from a single encounter or idea. The books and records utilize the same canvas but are painted differently.

In this final volume are eulogies for three friends who died in 1978. One killed himself before he reached the age of thirty, and appears near a poem I wrote about him in 1972. Another died just as he passed his seventieth birthday. A third died at the age of forty nine, outliving by ten years his doctor’s expectations. For twenty years in a partnership, we wrote words and music together. Now I continue to write verse for him.

R.M., April, 1979, New York City

Two Ways of Flying Free

One: Heading Up

Up at 6 A.M., I track the near horizon while the sun is tracking me, Topping trees, and skimming lakes, hopping over barnyard fences like a skater on a pond trying to be dangerous by feigning figure 8's to gain attention. I never thought that I’d come any closer to the heavens than to climb a tree. But my balloon now lifts me higher than I’ve yet been lifted - takes me farther down the road than I’ve yet gone. I’m careful not to tamper with the unknown except to make it better known to me.

Two: Moving Beyond

On Monday evening, the twenty second of May, at exactly 9 P.M. - Pacific Daylight Time - Ralph James Wass went into a bean field across the street from his apartment in Costa Mesa, California, and placing a .38 caliber revolver against his head proceeded with a single shot to take his life. On the twentieth of July he would have been thirty years old. Though I will evermore be sad, I was not surprised to hear the news. It could not have been an easy journey to travel, lamb-like, in a world of wolves.

On the go, the twenty ninth of April in New York City, I turned forty five. That same morning in Moscow, Roman Karmen turned toward the wall and said: ‘I’m going’, then, in agony, he died. He had passed seventy, but he should have gone to ninety five. He worked toward his death, slowly, methodically and well. Ralph rode toward his in a Hudson or raced it on a motorcycle.

Then, Brel in autumn. It took ten years of death’s round rattle before he finally stumbled and was gone. Despite official word, I know that he still walks the waterfront and sails the middle sea. Even now, he’s perched upon the bedpost ready to advance another joke.

Through each man will now fly free, without them I feel bound.

BALLOON ONE / Perris, California

The first is up,
or going up.
It lifts off slowly.
Twin fires combine
like some eternal flame
to push and prod warm air
into that vast compartment
with its seven story ceiling.

Soon the quiet
soon the clouds,
as now another
tufted circle
is entering
the angel's playground
starts ascending.

Two there are
they could be
harbingers of hundreds.
A space age army
                or armada
seeking space.

The grass still wet,
the sky just opening
woodchucks scatter in the lea
as foot by foot
and yard by cubic yard
the air is channeled
forced into another
and yet another
bright and billowing balloon.

Crows are crowing
hold the tether
don't let go
until we all let go.
Now douse the fire
and finish off the coffee.
The mist once heavy
as the heavens
           now subsides
as up we go -
fast at first
then slower, slow.

Below us
all the world
spreads out and opens.
Now too, the sky
begins to open up
around, above us
                rim to rim
one horizon to another.

Dogs and children
chase our shadow.
Trees are shrubs
And houses, dots and dashes.

Along the coastline
we dip to skim the water,
then rise higher to avoid
            an early splashdown.

Reach out and grab a handful
of the nearest cloud
as we sail even with
            now past the sun.

Far below
birds track our course.
If this is not land's end
         coming up,
I know no better
Or more beautiful
Final finish line.

- from "We Touch The Sky," 1979

NOTE: This is the original poem from the British Edition. It was substantially rewritten for the US version published in 1980.

OK, gang, that's it for this year. This column will be taking a break over the festive season (we'll resume early in January) so thanks to all who've contributed over the past twelve months and my very best wishes to all of you for a blessed Christmas and a wonderfully prosperous New Year.

 - Ken, Johannesburg, South Africa, December 10

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BALLOON TWO: 
Durban, South Africa

Six A.M.
the chase truck's
           out of fuel.
Never mind
we'll still be in the sky
           by sunrise.
Seven and we're up.
Low hills first
and then the green trees
a farmer shouts come down
and have a cup of tea

as on we sail.

Now a village
and the natives scatter.
We wave and bravely
they shout back,
hang on
while we slip
             slowly down
to top the trees.
Bumping, scraping
                  feather-like
the topmost branches.
You let loose
a Texas rebel yell.

Eight.
The morning sky
is now red diamonds
and as many different shapes
                      and sizes
as the sectioned fields.
We'll skim the lake
at left and just ahead,
or set down in the meadow
just below that far brown knoll.

            Not now.
A little higher first,
a little farther yet
surely something lies beyond, beyond,
                                 beyond.

Look!

The chase truck's catching up.
Fire up again.
Beyond that grove
of blossoming trees
we'll lose it.

          Stand still, look up
                        then scatter
over half a dozen acres.

           Three white birds below us
pay no attention
as our shadow scrapes them
        like a passing cloud.

Not quite nine.
Two fuel tanks still unused
we can sail straight through
The Valley of a Thousand Hills
and not come down till noon.

The trees we're topping now
          have only tops.
Above
the slightly superstitious sun
plays hide and seek
but warms us anyway.
The day is opening
now hills beyond
                the front hills
show themselves
           as we come near.

Cane fields
stretch out
       along the left
on the right side
           chicken farms
              and chicken farms.

Unexpectedly,
more clouds ahead.

A black girl running
               down the road
hides behind
           the sugar stalks
peering at this aberration
                         in the sky
confident that she
     can spy on us
          and not be seen.

We let her keep her secret
and wonder what she'll tell
her unbelieving friends.

Hau! Did you see?
Men looking,
but they couldn't find me.
They fly in painted egg
they cook it
light the fire.

Hau! A big egg.
In many colors.

Hau! In the sky!
I threw it with a stone.
Hau! Egg run away.


A startled springbok
        leaps in the air
and now another and another.
They bound across the valley,
                                  gone.

 -from "We Touch the Sky", 1979

 
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